Thursday, January 11, 2007
so .todays chem test was a total failure .i swear .never ever do a test when you have taken medicine or dont take medicine when you know you are going to have a test .i was totally blanked out and drowsy .and it was super cold .so i was like fighting to stay awake .and everyone aksed me why i never pon today .haha .why .cos i m guai .whahahah .andthe weather was dreary today .dark .gloomy .wet and cold .and the tree outside my house is pounding against the window .my dad is afraid that the tree will topple onto our house .hahaha .he keeps looking at the window like every five minutes
and so dinie asked me a really wonderful question today .what makes me drag my heels to school everyday .i was like huh .i dunno know leh .then i really thought it through .besides getting to see cow .twin .the gang .and a selective portion of my classmates .nothing else .darn it .i really wonder is it worth it .then she asked me .what m i studying for .once again i was lost for words .cos .there is basically no incentive for me to study either .i m just muddling each school day .just one week .it felt like it has been months .and it is starting to get very dragging and tiring .seeing the same old canteen food makes me want to puke .seeing some digusting people makes me cringe inside .and even worse .the mountain of homework .yikes .and i m supposed to think through my econs tutorial and do it nicely .but now .i m jsut copying word for word from my notes .and i still dont get anything that is printed in my notes .my worksheet and on my paper .hmmmmm .
and so .papa came and fetch me from school today .cos he scared i faint and collapse in the rain .and he does not want to pay any more bills .and i managed to somehow convince him i need new school shoes and a laptop (to be specific .an iBook) .he is still quite unreluctant about the iBook .but he promised to go and check the functions out .and the price etc .but it is still a tad too ex for me .so we are waiting and hoping that it will drop down before my computer conked out on me .haha. and then i went home and psycho my mother into buying a new school bag for me .i want the NUM white and gold one .but so many people has beat me to it .i like white so much .but i dont want to be the same as others .so what bag should i get ????
so here is a quick summary of what i m getting:
1. new shoes
2. new bag
3. new pumps (the white guess ones)
4. and perhaps a new laptop
that will perhaps make me a happy girl .i m still waiting for my salary though .irritating shit-ass company .always ask me go briefing but no money = dont waste my time .if they still dont pay me .my dad says he want to sue them already .cos they are making use of free labour .i better get back to my tutorial .byeeeeee
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8:01 PM
